hi guys
I have just started volunteering to help me become a teacher eventually. The wierd thing is it has stressed me a bit. They just handed me a book and said go teach a class. I dont really lknow what Im doing and its a long class with kids. I dont really like it. I dont like that it cuts into my weekends and I have full resistance to this. I dont mind the teaching aspect of it (at least I hope its not that). I have kinda made a commitment and I really have to accept that this is my choice to do it. I suddenly feel trapped. Along with me being slightly depressed lately its not the best. I am trying to put a postive spin on this....its for my career and make it fun etc... I just cant stop obsessing about it
I have just started volunteering to help me become a teacher eventually. The wierd thing is it has stressed me a bit. They just handed me a book and said go teach a class. I dont really lknow what Im doing and its a long class with kids. I dont really like it. I dont like that it cuts into my weekends and I have full resistance to this. I dont mind the teaching aspect of it (at least I hope its not that). I have kinda made a commitment and I really have to accept that this is my choice to do it. I suddenly feel trapped. Along with me being slightly depressed lately its not the best. I am trying to put a postive spin on this....its for my career and make it fun etc... I just cant stop obsessing about it