hi, i guess i am here b/c, not sure. background, i have been in intense therapy for PTSD , i have panic disorder and agoraphobia. maybe all irrelevant. i love people but have problems with personal relationships. this one has been 3 years and i cannot trust him at all. i feel like i would need to trust him with my life before making this a long term relationship. i cannot trust that much to anyone. i learned a lot in therapy but i wonder if that's being undone now. the garbage that he brings to this relationship (in my opinion) is his drinking, the innevitable fights and put downs. i feel like it's slowly chipping away at what i feel i know is true. question, am i wrong in wanting to stand with what i believe (and believe it simply b/c i cannot trust) or is he simply trying to break me down to be what he wants. do we have problems that will always clash. i know better (i think) but here i am looking for answers anyway.