I suffer from exteme nightmares. I wake my household up regularily with screams and cries. I avoid sleep. I can't control what goes on while I am sleeping, so I would rather be awake.
I dream about the past. I dream about violence, death, hurt. I dream about me being a child and hiding in my closet in fear of acts of harm. I dream about my husband yelling and shoving and choking me. I am sick of nightmares. How do you deal with this when you are asleep? I remember almost every little detail when I awaken. My face is wet, my eyes are swollen. The little 3 hours of sleep I do get, can this really be the kind of sleep that gives you rest? I am fatigued, truly drained.
Do you ever feel like hiding so far away that nobody would ever find you? Thats how I feel. I want to run, just disappear.
Haunting
I dream about the past. I dream about violence, death, hurt. I dream about me being a child and hiding in my closet in fear of acts of harm. I dream about my husband yelling and shoving and choking me. I am sick of nightmares. How do you deal with this when you are asleep? I remember almost every little detail when I awaken. My face is wet, my eyes are swollen. The little 3 hours of sleep I do get, can this really be the kind of sleep that gives you rest? I am fatigued, truly drained.
Do you ever feel like hiding so far away that nobody would ever find you? Thats how I feel. I want to run, just disappear.
Haunting