Me and myself
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I've been really down today...
I'm trying to forget my ex gf since she broke up, one month ago.
I've analysed my mistakes in the relation and have been working on them. I analysed them objectively, without any partiality from my side and humblly accepted them.
Some days I feel better than others but every night I'm so scared that the next day might be a hard one, when those memories come to my mind to put me down.
I've been away from every contact with her and (from my past relations experience, I always knew it would be like this) that was an hard choice.
The hardest part of it is the fact that she didn't called me back for the last 2 weeks and, apparently, has been going out with my best friend (just friends as far as I know).
I could not avoid the expectations and, secretly, I always hoped she might call me.
I always told her, if we broke up, I would probably go away from her sight so she probably is making my task easier.
She wanted us to be friends but I simply can't bear it while I have feellings for her.
And my best friend...if he continues to go out with her, just his presence near me makes remember her ans imagine that they getting more that friends each day passes. And I'm seeing myself walking away from him too.
I'm stuck agains't the wall and really don't know what to do. This has been so hard that I wish I never had met her.
I'm trying to forget my ex gf since she broke up, one month ago.
I've analysed my mistakes in the relation and have been working on them. I analysed them objectively, without any partiality from my side and humblly accepted them.
Some days I feel better than others but every night I'm so scared that the next day might be a hard one, when those memories come to my mind to put me down.
I've been away from every contact with her and (from my past relations experience, I always knew it would be like this) that was an hard choice.
The hardest part of it is the fact that she didn't called me back for the last 2 weeks and, apparently, has been going out with my best friend (just friends as far as I know).
I could not avoid the expectations and, secretly, I always hoped she might call me.
I always told her, if we broke up, I would probably go away from her sight so she probably is making my task easier.
She wanted us to be friends but I simply can't bear it while I have feellings for her.
And my best friend...if he continues to go out with her, just his presence near me makes remember her ans imagine that they getting more that friends each day passes. And I'm seeing myself walking away from him too.
I'm stuck agains't the wall and really don't know what to do. This has been so hard that I wish I never had met her.