No one wants to hear me moan and wail but I'm at my wit's end. I really need to know what is wrong with me. I am unable to do anything right, or to get ahead in life. I can't buy a date to save my life (though my ex has had no trouble finding a new person to date), I can't figure out what I have to do to afford a car of my own, I can't even make my free time be what I want. Every single day I wonder why I get out of bed, and I never get a good answer. All that happens is I get crapped on again and again, every day of my life. Even the little bit of happiness I can eke out are fleeting and fade all too quickly. I don't think I am meant to be alive any longer. No one needs me in their life, I am not even anyone's best friend, I'm just a drag, a dead weight, pulling down the life of everyone unfortunate enough to know me. I can't even find anyone who knows me in real life that cares enough to listen to me. The only people who seem willing to listen to me are people I only know on line, to show how truly pathetic I am. I am so sick of my life being like it is. I am unable to do anything right to change my life though. My days feel numbered, I just wish there would be some sort of void left after my death, but the mark I have made on the lives of anyone I know is so small, that I will not be remembered. Just forgotten, which is best. Sorry for using your time.