Lately

[no point]

I have been thinking about the possibility of death, what would happen if I accidentally trip and fall off the balcony. I know it's selfish. My family would be devastated but they would also be better off when I'm not here. I can't stand thinking about the future. I don't want to think about what my life would be like in a year, in 2 years. I don't even want to be here after a year. I can't stand how life is good for some people and they love life when all I can think about is to dissappear.

 

[Into The Light]

your family would indeed be devastated and that is the very reason they would not be better off. no one is better off without a person they love. are you currently seeing a therapist?

you may want to read this post: The Downside of Suicide - Psychlinks Psychology and Self-Help Forum

 

[braveheart]

what worries you about the future?