I was analyzing my behaviour as usual and it seems like I am worried what my therapist thinks of me. I am examining beliefs about myself and I worry about certain things. For example, lets say I have certain issues and beliefs does that mean you will attract someone with issues as well. Well this is not always the case right? I mean I might have had bad relationships in the past but I dont now and just because I might have low self esteem it doesnt mean I will attract someone with low self esteem right? I don't want my therapist to think that I am in this crappy relationship because I have certain issues. My relationship could be better but it is not bad. I am with a really good guy. I don't know why I am so concerned with what my therapist thinks to begin with. I think I will tell her next time that I am not in a bad relationship. Things just seem to come up, small complaints about relationships and other things and I am so concerned with what the therapist thinks of me and my relationship.