SilentNinja
Member
Sorry im posting lots the now, i always hate starting threads, then i read them back and think to myself " you stupid idiot"
Also sorry if this is in the wrong section i think maybe i post to much in the private section and i feel im being a pain.
This week ive been extremley Paranoid.. i dont know how to deal with it right now, The thing is i dont know if im being paranoid or if its true, i really really strongly believe everything is true and its making me very upset, i keep thinking everyone is making little plans against me, either to hurt me or make a fool of me, esp my one best friend online, Im obessing over it now, and as i said in another post people keep staring at me and thinking things about me, i try, i really do try and block it out and ignore it all but i cant! Esp when i everyone is going against me, I dont know what to do, its stressing me out so much right now and i feel very bad for posting... i feel like hitting something very hard, I cant even cry right now. Im trying to watch TV but i just pace up and down and jump back on the PC, aarrrgh
Also sorry if this is in the wrong section i think maybe i post to much in the private section and i feel im being a pain.
This week ive been extremley Paranoid.. i dont know how to deal with it right now, The thing is i dont know if im being paranoid or if its true, i really really strongly believe everything is true and its making me very upset, i keep thinking everyone is making little plans against me, either to hurt me or make a fool of me, esp my one best friend online, Im obessing over it now, and as i said in another post people keep staring at me and thinking things about me, i try, i really do try and block it out and ignore it all but i cant! Esp when i everyone is going against me, I dont know what to do, its stressing me out so much right now and i feel very bad for posting... i feel like hitting something very hard, I cant even cry right now. Im trying to watch TV but i just pace up and down and jump back on the PC, aarrrgh