Long, long story.....
Married for almost 15yrs, 2 children, 1 girl, now 19, and son that is 14.
I was divorced in 2000, after my husband discovered my affair, and the man that I wasn't willing to let go. I continued to see this married man until I gave him an ultimatum in Aug 2002. If he didn't leave his spouse and children, as he said he would, I would stop seeing him forever. He didn't leave and I stopped seeing him, forever.
Friends fixed me up with a guy and I was in heaven. He was wonderful. A gentleman, fun, interesting, intelligent, witty... And, he also had one problem. A common law wife that still shared the rent with him. Their relationship was over but they were still living under the same roof, sharing the bills. Everyone assured me that it wasn't a problem, and it really hasn't been a huge issue, not to say, it doesn't bother me.
J wanted to get engaged after 3 months of dating. Just getting out of the relationship with the married man, and not knowing all there was to know about J, I said that we should wait. Around Thanksgiving my 82 yr old mom started to get sick. Over the next 6 months, she went down-hill and passed away in April. That all put a strain on our relationship, since I was either with my children or at the hospital. No time for a relationship. J wasn't happy. But, he hung in there.
After mom passed away, J thought that we should go to couple's therapy. I went for us and for him.
In May, my house was up for sale, and my daughter was graduating from HS in June. The house sold, and was 10 days away from closing. I found a townhouse to rent, we moved everything, and the closing fell through, and I had to move back in my house again, loosing my deposit.
Then at the end of June, I lost my job, company car, expense account, and a good part of my self esteem. Still going to therapy, I was in tears after every visit. Re-living everything that had happened to me in the last 6-8 months. All of the homework that we needed to do, he would do on the way to the appt. The therapy wasn't working...I told J that I wanted to take a break.
J's background with common-law wife: met her in school while she was here studying from Japan. She's Japanese. No friends. Just had him.
The relationship worked well. He kept her, and she stayed at home, and went to school.
After she graduated, she got a job, made friends, and stayed at work until 8pm. Then gradually started going out with new found friends after work. Relationship crumbled.
We're back in therapy again. Here are the reasons that he feels that we need to go to therapy.
Doesn't like how I act when I'm around my friends.
I drink socially, he doesn't drink anymore.
Doesn't like to go to functions where there is drinking.
Doesn't want me to go out with people from work for dinner afterwards or lunch with a male co-worker, even if another female is present.
Of course, he doesn't trust me.
Feels he will be the next, R, (my ex-husband's name).
Can't understand why some men that I'm close with, will tell sexual things/jokes to me. Why do I allow that? (I don't have a problem with it)
When we were dating for a while, he didn't like it that my friends called me alot, and knew what we were doing, etc.... after that my friends stopped calling me. I had to call them when he wasn't at my house.
He doesn't want me to go out with my friends. ("your putting yourself in a bad situation")
He wants me to work on a huge project that he's involved with, (after he's done working all day). He's renovating a large building and turning into a storage warehouse. The project is about 20-25min away from my home. He'd like for me to bring lunch, dinner, help out with some of the physical labor, and do the bookwork. (that's how I can show him that I love him)
All I want to do is screw-off instead of working on his project.
My issues are:
Doesn't have time for our relationship anymore.
Doesn't tell me he loves me unless I say it first. ( he says that he shows me by helping me out with my house, or by moving my furniture when I had to move)
I can't do anything right.
I sit at home and do nothing until he calls (when I used to have a very active lifestyle). If I do leave to go visit friends, he gets upset with me.
Says things that he doesn't really mean, then gets mad("Go ahead and go to dinner with your friends")because I should have known what he truly meant.
I could go on and on even more than I already have....but I won't unless asked.
The psycologist said that he fills his life up with responsibilities so that he doesn't have to be intimate. He shows signs of having trouble with intimacy.
He wants me to give up alot to be in this relationship, and he's not having to change his life too much.
He is very insecure.
She also said that she doesn't think that we can continue therapy since he's not following through with her suggestions. (not doing his homework again)
There you have it.....any suggestions.
I'm in love with this man, and would like for it to work, but am feeling defeated, lonely and depressed.
D
Married for almost 15yrs, 2 children, 1 girl, now 19, and son that is 14.
I was divorced in 2000, after my husband discovered my affair, and the man that I wasn't willing to let go. I continued to see this married man until I gave him an ultimatum in Aug 2002. If he didn't leave his spouse and children, as he said he would, I would stop seeing him forever. He didn't leave and I stopped seeing him, forever.
Friends fixed me up with a guy and I was in heaven. He was wonderful. A gentleman, fun, interesting, intelligent, witty... And, he also had one problem. A common law wife that still shared the rent with him. Their relationship was over but they were still living under the same roof, sharing the bills. Everyone assured me that it wasn't a problem, and it really hasn't been a huge issue, not to say, it doesn't bother me.
J wanted to get engaged after 3 months of dating. Just getting out of the relationship with the married man, and not knowing all there was to know about J, I said that we should wait. Around Thanksgiving my 82 yr old mom started to get sick. Over the next 6 months, she went down-hill and passed away in April. That all put a strain on our relationship, since I was either with my children or at the hospital. No time for a relationship. J wasn't happy. But, he hung in there.
After mom passed away, J thought that we should go to couple's therapy. I went for us and for him.
In May, my house was up for sale, and my daughter was graduating from HS in June. The house sold, and was 10 days away from closing. I found a townhouse to rent, we moved everything, and the closing fell through, and I had to move back in my house again, loosing my deposit.
Then at the end of June, I lost my job, company car, expense account, and a good part of my self esteem. Still going to therapy, I was in tears after every visit. Re-living everything that had happened to me in the last 6-8 months. All of the homework that we needed to do, he would do on the way to the appt. The therapy wasn't working...I told J that I wanted to take a break.
J's background with common-law wife: met her in school while she was here studying from Japan. She's Japanese. No friends. Just had him.
The relationship worked well. He kept her, and she stayed at home, and went to school.
After she graduated, she got a job, made friends, and stayed at work until 8pm. Then gradually started going out with new found friends after work. Relationship crumbled.
We're back in therapy again. Here are the reasons that he feels that we need to go to therapy.
Doesn't like how I act when I'm around my friends.
I drink socially, he doesn't drink anymore.
Doesn't like to go to functions where there is drinking.
Doesn't want me to go out with people from work for dinner afterwards or lunch with a male co-worker, even if another female is present.
Of course, he doesn't trust me.
Feels he will be the next, R, (my ex-husband's name).
Can't understand why some men that I'm close with, will tell sexual things/jokes to me. Why do I allow that? (I don't have a problem with it)
When we were dating for a while, he didn't like it that my friends called me alot, and knew what we were doing, etc.... after that my friends stopped calling me. I had to call them when he wasn't at my house.
He doesn't want me to go out with my friends. ("your putting yourself in a bad situation")
He wants me to work on a huge project that he's involved with, (after he's done working all day). He's renovating a large building and turning into a storage warehouse. The project is about 20-25min away from my home. He'd like for me to bring lunch, dinner, help out with some of the physical labor, and do the bookwork. (that's how I can show him that I love him)
All I want to do is screw-off instead of working on his project.
My issues are:
Doesn't have time for our relationship anymore.
Doesn't tell me he loves me unless I say it first. ( he says that he shows me by helping me out with my house, or by moving my furniture when I had to move)
I can't do anything right.
I sit at home and do nothing until he calls (when I used to have a very active lifestyle). If I do leave to go visit friends, he gets upset with me.
Says things that he doesn't really mean, then gets mad("Go ahead and go to dinner with your friends")because I should have known what he truly meant.
I could go on and on even more than I already have....but I won't unless asked.
The psycologist said that he fills his life up with responsibilities so that he doesn't have to be intimate. He shows signs of having trouble with intimacy.
He wants me to give up alot to be in this relationship, and he's not having to change his life too much.
He is very insecure.
She also said that she doesn't think that we can continue therapy since he's not following through with her suggestions. (not doing his homework again)
There you have it.....any suggestions.
I'm in love with this man, and would like for it to work, but am feeling defeated, lonely and depressed.
D