I am a 48 yr old man, married three times since the age of 22, back to back to back. I have now been on my own for a mere four months and I have a hard time with it. So much so that I am considering going back to the ex even though I know it would be for all the wrong reasons. I am trying to learn to live alone, the fears and lonliness are very difficult for me to handle. I cry daily, I miss my sons, I miss the "easy" life of coming home from work and playing with them, bathing them, putting them to bed. I live in a tiny apartment now, very depressing.