well weve ended now, i feel proper PANTS! and have thought bout doing some very stupid stuff, have done for the past few days going to see somebody tomorow. hopefully this seperation is temparary as shes confused and still wants to be with me etc.
I understand, zak, as I imagine most here do. We all tend to hit bottom when a relationship falls apart. You're certainly not alone there. You just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and living one moment at a time until you can get to the therapist and talk this out. It's hard, yes; but, you can do it. We're here to help as much as we can. :hug:
It is the only control left in times of EXTREME stress...whether you live or die and like RDW heavy levels of stress in my life would make me feel like it was a good idea in fact you mirrored my thought exactly with "back up plan"...it is like a plan to sort out, runaway, relieve, distance etc yourself from you own mind and problems and yes the distorted thinking is..."this is a good idea"
No one around me knew about my plan I had for many years and I have even scuffed over it lightly in my...
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