canadian_gurl
Member
Hey, I hate to come on here and complain about my life, since Im sure other people have it worse then me. But I dont know what to do anymore. I hate my life, myself everything. I started cutting again. I cut 2 a day normally, and I cant sleep anymore. Im always tired. I dont know if Im depressed or not. I dont know who to talk to it about since im only 16. My parents would be upset, and I dont want them to know. I tried talking to my friends and my boyfriend but they dont get why I do it, they just dont understand they think its gross and i shouldnt do it anymore. I try to stop but i just have to cut..I cant stop..I love the feeling. The pain that I cause myself not others. I feel so numb and empty I just cant stand it.. I think about dying all the time..How to do it, when, where everything. I dont want to feel this way anymore I just want to be happy and like other people. I want help but i have no money and I dont know where to go. Anyone have any advice? Thanks
Jackie
Jackie