I have a question for any of you who have lost a loved one. I recently (two weeks ago) lost my father to leukemia and I am for some reason not feeling much emotion at all. I am thinking that it might be at the "denial" stage but is it possible to be in denial two weeks after my father has died and I have done all the customary funeral rituals etc... I am truly feeling very guilty about not feeling much emotion, as I was very very close to my father. Someone has suggested recently that because I am four months pregnant my mind has set itself into a protective mode in order to ensure a healthy pregnancy during such a traumatic event. Has anyone else experienced something similar to this?