Cat Dancer
MVP
I don't know if this is normal or not. I don't know what is normal. LOL.
I can look in the mirror one day and think that I am ok for the day. That I look "ok." That no one will be repulsed by me. Then the next day I look in the mirror and just want to burst into tears because I am so repulsive. Do I change that much overnight and look so different? Does everyone go through this? I have on occasion cut my face because of this. I think that I'm so hideous that it doesn't matter if I'm scarred or not. Then a day or two later I don't see the hideousness.
It's like this with my weight too. Somedays I am ok. Somedays I want to crawl in a hole and die because I am so fat.
Do most people feel this way?
I can look in the mirror one day and think that I am ok for the day. That I look "ok." That no one will be repulsed by me. Then the next day I look in the mirror and just want to burst into tears because I am so repulsive. Do I change that much overnight and look so different? Does everyone go through this? I have on occasion cut my face because of this. I think that I'm so hideous that it doesn't matter if I'm scarred or not. Then a day or two later I don't see the hideousness.
It's like this with my weight too. Somedays I am ok. Somedays I want to crawl in a hole and die because I am so fat.
Do most people feel this way?