Ashley-Kate
MVP
hey there well i had a farely hard week , a friend of mine in the heat of an argument called me fat! although i am under my healthy weight she called me a name that i have been waiting so long to hear from my friends to approve what i see when i look in the mirror when she told me that all my friends wanted to beet her to a pulp but i ever since won't stop getting on my friends bck trying to bug them enough for them to just get so ticked off that they tell me i am fat. i don't know why i am doing this and honestly everything on this aspect of my life is gone down hiill... i began purging again a lot more than i was and i am restricting to an extent that at the end of the day i can honestly say that i did not eat cause i never keep anything in my body is deprived and begining to be ill.i can't stop myself i am like a machine or a robot
i wake up extremly early to go to the gym after school i am at the gym i spend half of my awake hours at the gym..but i am living on coffee my body trembles and i am extremly agitated but i can't stop i am scared cause i feel lost i think sometime well i just won'T eat or just a couple more lbs then i lse it then it goes to another couple more and so on and so forth what to do
when you feel so consumed by the anorexia and bulimia
yours trully
ashley-kate
yours trully
ashley-kate