The last session my T said that the therapy and the writing wasn't helping (I have to clarify with her what she actually meant) but I have to tell her that I am the one that caused the internal damage, she knew I hadn't been feeling good and was going to my GP, she told me to let her know what the outcome was...
If I tell her she will probably really think that she's not helping and terminate and it was hard enough to find her and her believing what happened with my ex T....
If she terminates I might as well ---------------cause there won't be any hope for me getting well...
Number 1 I didn't want to go to my GP but in my last session I was running a temperature and my T told me to go that in order to do therapy I had to be feeling ok physically...
I didn't tell my GP that I was the cause, I can't....NObody can know...I've been hiding self injury since I was 8 and I'm 44 now...
I've got to calm down b/c the voices are starting again and they push me to the edge and one day I am afraid they will push me over....
I've seen 9 different T's just since June and there is no way I can handle losing my T....RIMH
If I tell her she will probably really think that she's not helping and terminate and it was hard enough to find her and her believing what happened with my ex T....
If she terminates I might as well ---------------cause there won't be any hope for me getting well...
Number 1 I didn't want to go to my GP but in my last session I was running a temperature and my T told me to go that in order to do therapy I had to be feeling ok physically...
I didn't tell my GP that I was the cause, I can't....NObody can know...I've been hiding self injury since I was 8 and I'm 44 now...
I've got to calm down b/c the voices are starting again and they push me to the edge and one day I am afraid they will push me over....
I've seen 9 different T's just since June and there is no way I can handle losing my T....RIMH