When I first woke up this morning,as I was opening my eyes,my very first thought was " I'm such a loser". I don't know where the thought came from or why I was having it. Maybe it was because of dreams I had last night or maybe because that's how I really feel about myself deep down,I don't know.
But of course,that thought made me start thinking about all the reasons I'm such a loser.And now it's not even 9:00 in the morning and I have caused myself to be all bummed out already.
I know that I create alot of my own problems and struggles because of the way I think.And I know I need to change the way I think,but it's not as simple as trying to be positive or thinking good thoughts. I can't just change the way I feel by trying to fake it. I am trying to tell myself I am a good person,I have alot of good qualities,etc.,but in the back of my mind I'm still thinking 'I'm such a loser'.
But of course,that thought made me start thinking about all the reasons I'm such a loser.And now it's not even 9:00 in the morning and I have caused myself to be all bummed out already.
I know that I create alot of my own problems and struggles because of the way I think.And I know I need to change the way I think,but it's not as simple as trying to be positive or thinking good thoughts. I can't just change the way I feel by trying to fake it. I am trying to tell myself I am a good person,I have alot of good qualities,etc.,but in the back of my mind I'm still thinking 'I'm such a loser'.