I am still seeing 2 T's and the bond with my regular T has deepened even more...I have tried to walk away and have found it impossible for me to do...
so I stopped fighting it and let things be...She has told me several times that she loves me and today I said to her, "I love you" and she said "I love you to"...Today was the first time I ever said it to her...
This relationship with her feels so right and yet there is a small part of me that knows what she is doing is wrong...But I am so attached to her that I've decided to just leave it alone and go with the flow...
Tuesday (always seems to happen on Tuesdays) I had a major meltdown and I was so far out of it that even my reg. T couldn't get me to calm down completely....even hearing her say that she loved me and that she was there for me...
I saw her on Wed. and we had a long talk about how some of my actions makes her feel and we cleared the air (she thought I was upset with her and I wasn't) Yesterday and today I've been doing alot better...
RIMH
so I stopped fighting it and let things be...She has told me several times that she loves me and today I said to her, "I love you" and she said "I love you to"...Today was the first time I ever said it to her...
This relationship with her feels so right and yet there is a small part of me that knows what she is doing is wrong...But I am so attached to her that I've decided to just leave it alone and go with the flow...
Tuesday (always seems to happen on Tuesdays) I had a major meltdown and I was so far out of it that even my reg. T couldn't get me to calm down completely....even hearing her say that she loved me and that she was there for me...
I saw her on Wed. and we had a long talk about how some of my actions makes her feel and we cleared the air (she thought I was upset with her and I wasn't) Yesterday and today I've been doing alot better...
RIMH