I need some advice from someone who may know about this stuff.
Judging from the way I feel, and past diagnoses, it is obvious to me that I need professional help. My mental condition is detiriorating the quality of my life to the point where I am afraid to get a full time job. I have no health insurance and cannot afford to see a therapist or even group therapy. I definitely cannot afford a psychiatrist although it is obvious I am in need of medication. (I have taken meds before and have improved but got 10 times worse when I came off them). What are my chances of qualifying for some kind of disability so that I can get help and start working like a normal person? I couldn't even keep a waitressing job going because of memory problems and social anxiety... I would cry before work because I was afraid to go to work, and I ended up quitting after less than a month. I had a good full time job after that but found I could not deal with commuting by train during rush hour every day either (among other things) and ended up quitting that job also. I am a college graduate and I know I can do better than this. I don't want to end up locking myself away in a room forever. Please help. Thanks.
Judging from the way I feel, and past diagnoses, it is obvious to me that I need professional help. My mental condition is detiriorating the quality of my life to the point where I am afraid to get a full time job. I have no health insurance and cannot afford to see a therapist or even group therapy. I definitely cannot afford a psychiatrist although it is obvious I am in need of medication. (I have taken meds before and have improved but got 10 times worse when I came off them). What are my chances of qualifying for some kind of disability so that I can get help and start working like a normal person? I couldn't even keep a waitressing job going because of memory problems and social anxiety... I would cry before work because I was afraid to go to work, and I ended up quitting after less than a month. I had a good full time job after that but found I could not deal with commuting by train during rush hour every day either (among other things) and ended up quitting that job also. I am a college graduate and I know I can do better than this. I don't want to end up locking myself away in a room forever. Please help. Thanks.