Always Changing
MVP
Maybe it is possible that you are doing too much... even possibly expecting too much.
Just thinking out loud here.
Where in there is there room to spare for sleep? any sleep! I think If I were to even contemplate half of the above I more than likely would have to have sleeping pills Every night!!!. There is no time "allotted" (the space doesn't really exist!) to actually relax, do nothing! get tired and then fall sleep on a regular basis.I also have a lot on the go right now - running my business, working 30-40 hours/week at my other job, school four nights a week, teaching weekends, homework and study time, trying to complete my MSD certification by September, and judging dog shows.
Just thinking out loud here.