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The last few days before yesterday I was feeling fine. Yesterday things started to go well in the am, but then the suicidal thinking started. {details deleted}
Why do I want to die so badly. I just feel like I have nothing to offer anymore and I can't stand doing this Ph.D. I always just want to be a doctor and I just can't deal with the ridiculous hoops I need to just through my whole life. I was in medical school and now I'm a year behind to finish this research. I'm finishing the research not because I have to, but because I feel like I should finish what I started. Many people tell me I should give it up and be happy, take a few months off. Can I just screw the research and live the rest of my normal life? I'm sorry about the typos as you can see these drugs affect my cognitive ability.
The last few days before yesterday I was feeling fine. Yesterday things started to go well in the am, but then the suicidal thinking started. {details deleted}
Why do I want to die so badly. I just feel like I have nothing to offer anymore and I can't stand doing this Ph.D. I always just want to be a doctor and I just can't deal with the ridiculous hoops I need to just through my whole life. I was in medical school and now I'm a year behind to finish this research. I'm finishing the research not because I have to, but because I feel like I should finish what I started. Many people tell me I should give it up and be happy, take a few months off. Can I just screw the research and live the rest of my normal life? I'm sorry about the typos as you can see these drugs affect my cognitive ability.
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