Before we moved 9 years ago, I had a friend who I used to go shopping with once a week or we would go to each other's homes to visit. There were times when I would be at her home and if he long distance family called, she would talk to them, and I would finally get up and leave. I knew she was homesick but this put me out, literally and figuratively. When we moved she gave me a party and cried.
Then after we moved she never called. I would call, leave a message, and maybe she would call back.
Then she moved back to her family, and her two friends that she knew had emailed her and called, and when she didn't return the call, they quit trying. They were smarter than me.
So now she is with family, and the same thing happens. Sometimes, I would finally call her mother to see how she was, and her mother would relay the message, and she would call. But on the holidays I always got great gifts from her, even my birthday. I have told her before that I would rather hear from her. I even asked her once if she would rather not do gifts, and she would say that she loves shopping for a gift for me. I often got a little note from her in the gift box.
I have even told her that I felt bad that I never got return calls. She tried to do better but failed.
We went to visit her this summer on our trip across the U.S. She told us that the day we were coming she had to do some things for her mother and would be home as soon as she could. We waited about two hours. Her son told us that he told her that we had come all this way to see her, and so she should have been there. It wasn't as if her mother couldn't do what was needed. We we only spent two nights there, and on one evening she wanted to go to her family's party. We were sick from the elevation but said that we would go. It isn't as if her family doesn't all live there. And then of course, she went to help them do things. I had wished we had never stopped. Even though we had had one day together shopping and had lunch.
We have been back since September and no word from her. I decided to not write or call. Then I get a call from her that her brother just died. And then I write a nice letter, give a Christmas gift again, and then I call, and no return call. She emails me a quick thank you for the gifts, calls me her dearest friend, and then I get a gift from her with no note. I email to thank her and again say that I would love to hear from her that that was more important than gifts. Nothing.
So I am left thinking that I am stupid for trying to keep up the friendship. And I don't quite understand her. Her birthday is now coming up, and my plan is maybe a card but no gift. And no card if I don't hear from her. I have tried analyzing this but have failed. Once I didn't write to her or call for over 3 months, and then I get an email where she is telling me that she is sorry, that she isn't good at communicating, and that she hopes I am not angry, but that she will call soon. I write back that I understand. Then I don't hear from her until I have called a few times.
I think we had been friends for 3 years when we lived next door to each other.
What am I missing, if anything other than my marbles? How do I get out of gift giving if that is needed?
Then after we moved she never called. I would call, leave a message, and maybe she would call back.
Then she moved back to her family, and her two friends that she knew had emailed her and called, and when she didn't return the call, they quit trying. They were smarter than me.
So now she is with family, and the same thing happens. Sometimes, I would finally call her mother to see how she was, and her mother would relay the message, and she would call. But on the holidays I always got great gifts from her, even my birthday. I have told her before that I would rather hear from her. I even asked her once if she would rather not do gifts, and she would say that she loves shopping for a gift for me. I often got a little note from her in the gift box.
I have even told her that I felt bad that I never got return calls. She tried to do better but failed.
We went to visit her this summer on our trip across the U.S. She told us that the day we were coming she had to do some things for her mother and would be home as soon as she could. We waited about two hours. Her son told us that he told her that we had come all this way to see her, and so she should have been there. It wasn't as if her mother couldn't do what was needed. We we only spent two nights there, and on one evening she wanted to go to her family's party. We were sick from the elevation but said that we would go. It isn't as if her family doesn't all live there. And then of course, she went to help them do things. I had wished we had never stopped. Even though we had had one day together shopping and had lunch.
We have been back since September and no word from her. I decided to not write or call. Then I get a call from her that her brother just died. And then I write a nice letter, give a Christmas gift again, and then I call, and no return call. She emails me a quick thank you for the gifts, calls me her dearest friend, and then I get a gift from her with no note. I email to thank her and again say that I would love to hear from her that that was more important than gifts. Nothing.
So I am left thinking that I am stupid for trying to keep up the friendship. And I don't quite understand her. Her birthday is now coming up, and my plan is maybe a card but no gift. And no card if I don't hear from her. I have tried analyzing this but have failed. Once I didn't write to her or call for over 3 months, and then I get an email where she is telling me that she is sorry, that she isn't good at communicating, and that she hopes I am not angry, but that she will call soon. I write back that I understand. Then I don't hear from her until I have called a few times.
I think we had been friends for 3 years when we lived next door to each other.
What am I missing, if anything other than my marbles? How do I get out of gift giving if that is needed?