I think we can all agree that in order to see clearly, get back your energy to get your personal matters in order, the priority is to get good sleep on a regular basis, and to plan your meals ahead of time so you can eat well.
I agree with ITL that this might be a good time to make an appointment with your family doctor or psychiatrist if you have one.
Tell the doctor about your suicidal thoughts and that you need help with your sleep.
Your disrupted sleep may be caused by intrusive thoughts which I recall we talked about in another discussion. Since I discovered this link, I have used the strategies described there myself to overcome the types of thoughts that keep me from sleeping at times.
We probably agree, too, that fast food restaurants are OK for occasional meals, but in additon to being expensive, their nutritional value leaves a lot to be desired.
Perhaps start with simple preparations, with variety including salads,grains, legumes and lean meats or fish. Consider doing a small grocery shopping this Wednesday or Thursday for the weekend, so you can start eating well this week.
Once you feel a bit stronger, Sue, using your resourcefulness, you can start working on the work related issues.
At this point, consider starting with the priority..getting yourself stronger; then move on to solving the other issues.
I agree with ITL that this might be a good time to make an appointment with your family doctor or psychiatrist if you have one.
Tell the doctor about your suicidal thoughts and that you need help with your sleep.
Your disrupted sleep may be caused by intrusive thoughts which I recall we talked about in another discussion. Since I discovered this link, I have used the strategies described there myself to overcome the types of thoughts that keep me from sleeping at times.
We probably agree, too, that fast food restaurants are OK for occasional meals, but in additon to being expensive, their nutritional value leaves a lot to be desired.
Perhaps start with simple preparations, with variety including salads,grains, legumes and lean meats or fish. Consider doing a small grocery shopping this Wednesday or Thursday for the weekend, so you can start eating well this week.
Once you feel a bit stronger, Sue, using your resourcefulness, you can start working on the work related issues.
At this point, consider starting with the priority..getting yourself stronger; then move on to solving the other issues.