Husband died

[Fiver]

Erin, please accept my belated but heartfelt wishes that your sadness will soon be replaced with peace.

xxoo...

 

[Banned]

Hi Erin,

I wouldn't say you're venting - I'd say you're coping as best as you can. My heart just breaks for you right now. It really does. Your feelings regarding all of this are certainly valid and you have the right to hurt and grieve.

Keep posting here - we'll support you as much as we're able.

 

[erinatkins]

Thanks all,

And today is day I am not coping well. Maybe it is because the house is so quiet even though TV is on. I heard a song and burst in tears but song is so true.

If I Had Only Known _ Reba

If I had only known
It was the last walk in the rain
I'd keep you out for hours in the storm
I would hold your hand
Like a life line to my heart
Underneath the thunder we'd be warm
If I had only known
It was our last walk in the rain

If I had only known
I'd never hear your voice again
I'd memorize each thing you ever said
And on those lonely nights
I could think of them once more
Keep your words alive inside my head
If I had only known
I'd never hear your voice again

You were the treasure in my hand
You were the one who always stood beside me
So unaware I foolishly believed
That you would always be there
But then there came a day
And I turned my head and you slipped away

If I had only known
It was my last night by your side
I'd pray a miracle would stop the dawn
And when you'd smile at me
I would look into your eyes
And make sure you know my love
For you goes on and on
If I had only known
If I had only known
The love I would've shown
If I had only known

Maybe I shouldn't listen to music since I had a good cry. But maybe I needed it. I have no clue today. Just a down day.

Erin

 

[Retired]

Erin,

There is no doubt these are difficult days, but there will be good days along with the bad days.

Eventually there will be more good days then bad days, the pain should be less intense, but the wonderful memories will always remain.

With the support of friends and those who care about you, the journey should be a little easier.