AmZ
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So, I've never told anyone whether it be a psychiatrist or my sister Etc.
5 years ago, I was at my friends house who were heavy marijuana smokers.
I went there and they'd made 'space cookies'. They said it was just hash, hash cakes. I ate some of it, not so much at all. Nothing happened to me until I went home a couple of hours later and I started having hallucinations and really badly tripping out. Seeing all colours swirling around, the room tilting upwards in front of me, my heart racing, feeling I was going to be sick and pass out. Then for the next several hours, until the morning I was hallucinating that there were green neon spiders running about on the floor. I spent several hours with a shoe in my hand smacking the "spiders" on the floor.
I remember the next day, I was totally messed up. I couldn't talk and it was like my head was on backwards. I remember for even a week or two, having my heart racing and feeling very abnormal. Kind of difficult to explain.
Could this have affected my brain long-term? I used to also smoke a lot of marijuana (from the age if 15-20) and on several times passing out because I'd smoked too much. Then coming to a few hours later. The same with alcohol too. Several times I had alcohol poisoning and woke up in a pile of sick (sorry I know that's not nice).
Not the most proudest of moments in my life.
Could this be part of why I have these 'mental problems' now?
BTW I really don't think that was just hash in those cakes. I think it was something quite stronger.
I also, on several occasions done solvent abuse. I won't go in to detail what I did here but my throat closed up on me several times and I was close to stopping breathing.
5 years ago, I was at my friends house who were heavy marijuana smokers.
I went there and they'd made 'space cookies'. They said it was just hash, hash cakes. I ate some of it, not so much at all. Nothing happened to me until I went home a couple of hours later and I started having hallucinations and really badly tripping out. Seeing all colours swirling around, the room tilting upwards in front of me, my heart racing, feeling I was going to be sick and pass out. Then for the next several hours, until the morning I was hallucinating that there were green neon spiders running about on the floor. I spent several hours with a shoe in my hand smacking the "spiders" on the floor.
I remember the next day, I was totally messed up. I couldn't talk and it was like my head was on backwards. I remember for even a week or two, having my heart racing and feeling very abnormal. Kind of difficult to explain.
Could this have affected my brain long-term? I used to also smoke a lot of marijuana (from the age if 15-20) and on several times passing out because I'd smoked too much. Then coming to a few hours later. The same with alcohol too. Several times I had alcohol poisoning and woke up in a pile of sick (sorry I know that's not nice).
Not the most proudest of moments in my life.
Could this be part of why I have these 'mental problems' now?
BTW I really don't think that was just hash in those cakes. I think it was something quite stronger.
I also, on several occasions done solvent abuse. I won't go in to detail what I did here but my throat closed up on me several times and I was close to stopping breathing.